I have had OCD since childhood which correlates with my porn use at age 8 I was exposed to porn. Every time I watched porn and ejaculated the OCD gets worse, it's like a ritual. constant thoughts of pmo, intrusive, urges, then I relapse and give in, then I have a shower to try and clean myself 100%, then I pray I will never do it again. The repititive fearful thoughts literally paralyse me to the point that I can't do anything without a fear of something going bad, it feels like hell. My mind just never stops overthinking and being so fearful and defensive especially when I am on a bad streak. I have been battling this addiction for 8 years. Does the OCD vanish if you quit PMO especially 90+ days???