Little success (30 days)

Been clean since 27-Nov-2020. Started to date a woman in the beginning of the year. Is so much easy to avoid fapping when you have a good reason to do it. In my case I don't want to be soft in bed with woman. So I take it really seriously and don't f*k around with my D.
The bad side of it is that if I stop dating her, the reason for no faping is gone and is going to be really dificult to keep my hand out of my pants.
While i'm enjoying this woman I'm thinking about it.. and what to do after her.

 

I'm not doing it for her, i'm doing it for me to be able to perform. But i agree with you, this is not the best way. Once she is gone my motivation to avoid porn is gone too so porn is going to be around the corner.
I'm trying to find another motivation besides performing in bed.