Loneliness

So.. if you are so tired of feeling this way, why do you keep doing it?
Day in and day out you are doing the same thing and feeling miserable.

SC/instagram/facebook its all bullshit. People trying to take photos to feel worthy and like their life is so amazing. While others feel depressed watching it because they think these people are having a great time 24/7, which is far from the truth.

Albert Einstein said a great quote " insanity is repeating the same thing over and over again and expecting different results"

If you're really sick of your mundane groundhog life, make a change. See what happens.

Delete all the bullshit social media. Stop masturbating every morning. (Try to reduce it / abstinence). Start reading books on self improvement. Pick up hobbies. Start working out/ exercising(yes i know, its boring and lame? But after a few months of doing it you'll start loving the rush it gives you). Change your diet. Start eating better.

If you actually make some changes, slowly if needed, you will notice life is actually amazing, theres so much beauty in the world, if you start actually living it.

(Just the opinion from a formerly depressed kid like you, which ended up being a huge weed/drug user for almost a decade before fixing his life and loving it).