Lonely,depressed,grades hit...

Dude is a really difficult battle, but try to go back gradually, implementing new habits, make the following imagination, as I will be from that 5 years if I continue with this same rhotine ?

 

Sorry to hear that. That sounds unhappy.

 

I appreciate your pain and struggles. Sometimes all we can do is just sit it out and wait for a better moment, but that will likely be a long wait and given how things have unfolded so far, then maybe the best course of action is for you to find the courage within to see your predicament as possibly the best thing that has ever happened to you, because maybe, just maybe it's presented you with the best opportunity to turn your life into something you truly want.

But to do that, you need to look deep inside and connect with your greatest desires and wants in life and to then mould the new you, your new future, around this.

It's journey. A true challenge, but only the toughest challenges are available to the most courageous souls, of which you clearly are one!

Design the life you want and go after it!

Keep true to your dreams and live strong!

 

that really sucks and this virus situation cant be helping, porn is very lonely thing it breaks you down to nothing you don't even realise. kick it for two weeks and you will have motivation to make friends and study, hey even find someone to study with.

 

Anti-depressants really help in some cases. You might want to give it a try. Of course it's not a solution on the long run, only working on yourself will do, but it can provide a much-needed boost and relief.