After trying and failing repeatedly for 2.5 years, I FINALLY made it to 27 days today. This is the first time I’ve been clean for this long, meaning no viewing porn, no edging, no porn substitutes or whatever, unlike most of my other streaks. I was SEVERELY AND EXTREMELY addicted. I’ve been in flatline since day 1 but it hasn’t been unbearable. No more mood swings, no depressive episodes. But I’m not feeling any benefits, at least not the ones I’ve felt on other streaks. I still have social anxiety, I’m still clumsy, and a whole host of other things. before people come in to say nofap won’t fix these by itself, it DID before. On previous streaks these things did go away and I felt amazing (until I relapsed). Do I just have to wait a bit longer before these pop up? I’m not curious about what benefits I’ll have. I know that. I want insight as to if they’ll show up sooner or later. Right now I feel angry, bored, irritated, cynical, and self conscious. Still better than depressed and hopeless but I’d rather start feeling these benefits.