Looking back

hi
I never really stopped to think about how it started and how long I have been drawn to porn. My story starts about 5th or 6th grade when a boy in our school had brought in a small nude image that he had dug out of a dumpster from a local convenient store. Not that it left that big of impression but I still remember that it was a nude lady wearing a large hat!
Fast forward to getting old enough to by porn. I often would buy the more hardcore mags like hustler. I enjoyed , let's say more of the up close and personal. Of course I would masterbate repeatedly to such mags. Then the movies starts. It was just getting main stream popular. The stars of the heyday of the new porn - ginger Lynn , John Holmes ect. At one point our local drive in theater was showing xxx. So it appeared to becoming more and more mainstream.
I was functioning sexually while have my side trists with my pretty pictures
Little did I know that it would eventually become easier to live in my head then to work to have sex with a human. That I would learn how to hold those images in my head
Thanks for listening
-Bill