Looking for hope

Hello Good People. I found this website by accident while i was looking for some disease which causes chronic fatigue, severe brain fog and body weakness(have more symptoms, but these three are the worst, especially brain fog). I am fapping since childhood. Maybe 3-5 years before i even started produce spe**. I am 26 now. In the last 10 years i have been fapping every day 1-3 times a day, weekends 3-5 or more. I know i am an addict. But just to quit because its against god or just not cool doesnt give me big motivation. What i am looking for is:
Does anyone experience every day fatigue, severe brain fog(can barely comunicate longer than minute, brain shuts down), and general weakness? Also emotional death and constant stress in not stressful situations?
And MOST IMPORTANT : did you get better after nofap? Please, if you are there tell me did it help and how long it took to notice this? My longest streak was 20 days. I did feel better, but it was far from feeling ok. People report they get rid of brain fog in days. But for me energy got little better, but still felt like zombie with no emotions(good or bad). Felt some anxiety before relapsed. I guess it was paws, not sure. Please answer anybody.

 

How long is your current streak? And how do you feel at this day? You are full of energy with sharp mind and longing to socialize?

 

This time i will break my record for sure. The reason for my relapses are alcohol and boredom. Been trying 6 months now. Hard to do anything when I am exhausted all the time and dizzy. Socializing is more exausting than physical activity. Never met anyone like me. But thanks for kind words.