Fellowman
Fapstronaut
Hiya guys, I actually found this site while looking for porn and it really looked great so I thought I'd give it a shot.
I'm a 23 year old who's been partaking in porn and masturbation for many many years. I got hooked on porn at a young age when I was honestly just curious about it, then it hooked me and I've been struggling with it ever since.
I know this isn't a religious site, but I'm a Christian and I've really been convicted over the years to give up these habits and start honoring God by not worshiping porn as an all-consuming idol anymore. It doesn't take a religious person to know how porn and masturbation can affect how you think and how you treat people, especially of the opposite gender (for me, women. I'm a guy). I'm looking for a relationship that could turn into marriage but I don't want to drag this burden and guilt and shame I carry into my next relationship. It wouldn't end well as some of you could probably tell me.
I've been in past relationships but never had sex. I usually screwed things up one way or another, and honestly the women I've dated have been way too good for me. I'm glad I'm still a virgin but it really doesn't mean that much to me when I've been struggling with porn for so long
Point is, I'm currently moving on with my life (graduating college soon, gettin a job), and I'm just sick of it. I'm sick of thinking the way I do and my dependency on porn. I think I can do it and it's not a huge huge problem. I just want out so whatever relationship I'm in next will be honorable to the girl and honorable to God. Hopefully I can stick it out.
I'm a 23 year old who's been partaking in porn and masturbation for many many years. I got hooked on porn at a young age when I was honestly just curious about it, then it hooked me and I've been struggling with it ever since.
I know this isn't a religious site, but I'm a Christian and I've really been convicted over the years to give up these habits and start honoring God by not worshiping porn as an all-consuming idol anymore. It doesn't take a religious person to know how porn and masturbation can affect how you think and how you treat people, especially of the opposite gender (for me, women. I'm a guy). I'm looking for a relationship that could turn into marriage but I don't want to drag this burden and guilt and shame I carry into my next relationship. It wouldn't end well as some of you could probably tell me.
I've been in past relationships but never had sex. I usually screwed things up one way or another, and honestly the women I've dated have been way too good for me. I'm glad I'm still a virgin but it really doesn't mean that much to me when I've been struggling with porn for so long
Point is, I'm currently moving on with my life (graduating college soon, gettin a job), and I'm just sick of it. I'm sick of thinking the way I do and my dependency on porn. I think I can do it and it's not a huge huge problem. I just want out so whatever relationship I'm in next will be honorable to the girl and honorable to God. Hopefully I can stick it out.
