Losing Motivation

[hp97truthfinder]

Hi everyone I am back now should have been day 3 but I relapsed today,I'm not feeling the same determination which I said,I prayed to really apologize to God need to put more of a effort in I feel really sad. I deleted my Insta account as that seems to trigger me all the time.I will beat this even if it takes me my whole life I Will defeat this.

 

[t.rapsfan]

It sounds like you're determined.
Don't beat yourself up over a relapse. You will lose battles to win a war.
Nice job on getting rid of triggers. For me it's boredom and frustration. I replaced it with guitar and reading more info about the effects of P (and now posting here).
Good luck man.

Go Raps! #WeTheNorth

 

[hp97truthfinder]

Thanks bro I really want to beat this it has physical effects on me as well like my lower back sometimes I can't even play soccer because my lower back hurts too much.