Lost a friend

just move on. you learned that maybe all topics should not be discussed with everyone. she would not support you so forget about her. especially if it was purely platonic.

 

@SlayerofDarkness you're quite young, better stop the habit completely. Outside environment impacts you but when the inner environment is strong enough the outside factors never bother you much.

Inner environment I mean, your thinking, fears, guilt, suppression of emotions, compassion, approach towards life, self-respect, self-love, etc.

By retaining semen corrects the body-mind unit to cope up the challenges in life and strong inner environment as well.

The habit you're talking about makes you a slave. The more you invest into the habit the more time it takes to heal yourself. Stop the habit once and for all.

Spend few minutes daily in solitude, understand yourself and talk to yourself what you want the most in life and the transformation needed for its fulfilment. This will transform your psyche and in turn strengthens your inner environment.

 

No, it won't, don't worry.. You learned from your mistake, it's Allright