Lost All Hope....

Hello all

I started Nofap a couple months back. I wanted to leave my masturbation/orgasm/porn (whatever they are all the same thing) behind. It was easy at first but now its just impossible to do. I have binged twice and whenever I get back up, im always at square one. what do you guys suggest?????I dont wanna live like this, im just tired. I never posted my fetish before but I will now because I wanna be as honest as possible. I suffer from a severe foot fetish. Im tired of getting urges when I look at any foot (except a guy's). It doesnt matter whose foot it is, I just get distracted all the time. I have had so many break downs very similiar to the one you see in the link below. I NEED HELP. IF ANY OF YOU GUYS ARE DOING GOOD IN YOUR NoFap JOURNEY i guess you could use my post as motivation to see what a failure looks like, i believe it will motivate you.