Lost my love because of Porn addiction

I'm new to NoFap, i've looked on this website a few times years back but never really engaged in any of the forums etc..

So to introduce myself

I'm 20, have been masturbating since the age of 13.

At the age of 14 I started masturbating to porn and at the age of 15 i was watching porn atleast 1 hour a day.

At 16 i had been watching porn for 3 hours a day already. As I grow up the porn addiction grows more day by day, I masturabate 4- 5 time s a day because of these extensive porn addiction my dick does't erect properly.

And then at the age of 18 I fall in love with a girl which is my classmate we were in relationship till mid 2020 and the reason of break up is my dick which is not erect properly In the starting of relationshi we just talk,chat , goes on date after being a 1 year in relationship we somtimes do sex.

But because of my to much masturbation my dick does't erect wchic mess up all the sex. The she break up with me.

I have never actually seen my own dick fully erect since i started so early.

I thought about this page again because since 2 weeks ago i can't even cum anymore and nothing happens to my dick, doesnt even grow 1 bit.

The longest i've gone nofap in all those years is 14 days.. Everytime i stop fapping for a day i feel dizzy and feel like i'm gonna puke my brains out so it's extremely hard for me to get out of this and i dont think i ever will tbh..