Lost my way when i should have been more focused than ever.

I have been a topper throughout my school and was very good at nearly everything , be it sports or extra curricurals . I was focused and determined to excel in whichever field I choose . But at the age of 21 ... (I am 26 now)... when I got into a very good engineering college ....I became very complacent , lethargic towards my studies because of this PMO ..... there were quite a lot of things happening in my life at that moment (parents fighting, financial issues ,academics stress etc.)..... so this PMO gave me a lot of joy when I initially started(September 2012) .....I used to feel very relaxed and destressed when woke up in morning ...... soon the frequency increased from once in 15 days to once in a week ..... and very soon to every other day ....... I didn't realized the impacts it had on my body .... on my soul ...... I lost everything I had in my personality ...... from an outstanding student who topped in every class while in school and high school .... the charisma and masculinity I had ...... I turned into an old looking guy ... dull pale eyes .... no muscles left in my body .... only fat .... self confidence gone ..... no self esteem ...... shrill voice .... fearful n dejected n depressed ........ no job in hand ( lost interest in studies)......So this PMO kind of ruined my youth ......But of late I have been doing things to control my senses and I am determined to get over this thing this year ....... ....... One more thing I wud like to add is if u are reading this please help and reach out to someone u know who is still trapped by this pmo and help save a life ..... thanx.