Hello, a 20 years old guy. To summarize my problem. I watched porn for the first time when I was 14 years, it became a problem 3 years ago. Now I'm 20 and I didn't make any progress since then. There is a problem. I am a Christian , I grew up with Christian values. I love girls and never had sexual oriented problem. But these days, with the images of porn I watched, I have some "gay" random thoughts. It is not a big issue, it happens sometimes. But I cross the line ... I relapsed and then I saw an image, Idk why but I was curious about it, and I knew the link was leading to a gay site. I entered and then I immediately quit and I feel I crossed a line. A dirty line . I never entered to a gay porn site consciously . But today I did it. I'm not homophobic, I respect gay people, but those act don't match with my values and religion. Did you guys, without being gay, already watch gay porn; or being curious about it, I just want to know if you already did it or not. Feeling ashamed and Sad, Idk If I can really get out of this spirals. 3 years and nuthin change, sh*t only get worse. But errday I read the bible and pray.