Love: The great mystery

Dear Friends,

It has been about a week since my last relapse. And I have taken the time to not only recover and, move on, but also consider why I have done what I have done, for so long? Why? How? And for what? And I realized that in all sense of reality, I believe that it has to do with that want of a "connection". I in no scope of imagination want to temper with a relationship as I am not ready for that. Yet I believe that I have seemed empathy, happiness and someone, I could share my life with, in a feeling that is mutual and for the better for both of us.

And yet, I embraced porn, when I have a loving family, a very fruitful life, and so much that is ahead of me. And so, what I have come to terms with, is that I need to be patient, and live life peacefully and with dignity. I know now, I have no desire to seek porn, and that's a plus. But I need to commit to my life and loved ones, for that is what is worth living for. And something I learned from self reflection is that in order for someone to love me, I need to love myself for who I am, and accept me proudly.

I wish you all the best and I hope to update my journey and in addition, help you all! Stay strong everyone!

Sincerely,

D.S