Lowered Threshold

Hi guys.

I’m sure I am not the only one who has experienced this. I have currently been off my fetish for 2 months. But for the past few days, I’ve been having a hard time. I’m hoping posting here will help a bit.

I am now aroused by even a mention of my fetish on an online forum. Just words on the screen could be enough for relapse. One hour of the day, I am fine and I think the urges have subsided and then the next hour, I am looking at IGN or Quora forums about my particular fetish and nearly relapsing, even without images/videos. Thankfully, I have a system in place that allows me to block such things after the fact, but this can’t keep going.

How have you guys dealt with this? When a new bout of urges hits after abstaining for some time, what do you guys do? Especially in the case when it is such minor things that get you off?

 

I’m not sure I can identify them. Usually, I’m just watching a tv show or doing college homework, I get a bit horny and then I’m fiending for my next high. Hell, today, as soon as I woke up (must have been 1-2 seconds after I realized I wasn’t asleep anymore) I began thinking about it.