M before S to build resistance...

Taking in consideration that I'm on a point in my rebooting that I can MO without fantasies or thinking about P just by self pleasuring, I was wondering what would you think about a quick M before you knew you'd get some S (I already did 60+days of hard mode and moving into "normal" mode now with my gf with a healthy mindset).

I recently broke my hard mode streak with her and my fuse was REALLY short, I'm talking PE levels of short, but I'm afraid of PE (yet) because I've had quite the build-up these two months, sleepless nights of boners and such...

 

I never had performance issues while on PMO, in fact I could PMO 4 times and then have S 1 or 2 times on the same day. The main problem was the lack of connection with my partner which I'm working on...

If I didn't MO I would almost always be too sensitive to have S in a way we can both enjoy ourselves... I hope I can overcome this without the help of MO but It's scary

 

My mind thankfully related S to P in a way that was helpful to get the act going but not healthy in a long term relationship