hypergachi
New Fapstronaut
Today, for the first time I looked up r/nofap on reddit. I had come across nofap many times but I chose to ignore it as I was never ready to quit porn and masturbation prior to today. I had tried a few times once I got a GF but got back into the habit.
Well, long story short - Whenever I try nofap I always end up restless and thinking about all kinds of sexual things. Sometimes, I masturbate just to get ahead of those thoughts and get over it to focus. It has become like a chore. I just do it and get on with it.
The habit has become so bad that even though I am not aroused, I just feel like doing it just to get the dopamine rush.
I think am actually not against orgasming, or like it's a bad thing to do. But I hate what it has done to my brain where it just craves that feeling. In short, addiction.
I think writing down my thoughts would help me,
When I came across nofap website, I saw that there was a thing called as accountability partner, that sounded interesting to me - which is the reason why I am here.
Well, long story short - Whenever I try nofap I always end up restless and thinking about all kinds of sexual things. Sometimes, I masturbate just to get ahead of those thoughts and get over it to focus. It has become like a chore. I just do it and get on with it.
The habit has become so bad that even though I am not aroused, I just feel like doing it just to get the dopamine rush.
I think am actually not against orgasming, or like it's a bad thing to do. But I hate what it has done to my brain where it just craves that feeling. In short, addiction.
I think writing down my thoughts would help me,
When I came across nofap website, I saw that there was a thing called as accountability partner, that sounded interesting to me - which is the reason why I am here.