Male 40’s US not sure if an AP can even help

Discussion in 'Accountability Partners' started by Devilinme2, May 30, 2019.

  1. Devilinme2

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    i am a porn addict, but the worst part of my addiction is the part that feels the best. I am straight but get highly aroused in chatting with other addicts about straight porn (sharing and edging etc while chatting txt or app) so while I am seeking help I know that deep down in my arousal the person helping me is as addicted as I am which makes the worst part of me know that it can be intoxicatingpleasure...and vice versa for them??? Is it worth it? Does anyoneunderstand what I’m saying?
     
  2. You aren’t alone man!! I know it’s tough! But you are dealing with things that each one of us is going through in some way.

    It is worth it but you need to start looking for ways to get the help you need without tripping yourself up.

    This is a delicate balance of looking for help and being honest about what you are talking about. Are you and the other APs you’ve struggled with setting clear guidelines about what is and is not healthy? Are you focusing on the recovery and less on the actions, stories and experiences of struggle that contain subjects that are triggers?

    Happy to help if you like man.
     
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    I've been there and yeah it is intoxicating in both ends, but it's like you're both drowning and you're both dragging each other down. I still struggle with it every now and it's a real fight when the train starts moving.

    I hope you can find help soon, if not you can message me if you need it.
     
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    Always open to helping out, hit me up with a message.
     

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