Man I really really feel gutted right now

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Micheal65, May 15, 2024 at 1:57 PM.

  1. Micheal65

    Micheal65 Fapstronaut

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    I was on a good streak although with some soft core porn I already uninstalled all the apps with the triggers but I saw a trigger online and I went into straight auto pilot mode
    It’s like it was a rage I just relapsed without even thinking
    I was angry before so I think the anger played a part in it
    Right now I am feeling like shit
    I fucking tired of this shit guys it’s really exhausting starting day 1 again every single fucking time I can’t count howmany times I’ve gone like day 1 it’s really exhausting but I have to fight because I can’t continue like this
    My anhedonia is not helping matters atoll
     
  2. PsillyBen

    PsillyBen Fapstronaut

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    The autopilot mode is tremendously frustrating. I recognize with myself that I’ve always just associated this “autopilot” with an excuse to avoid responsibility. Don’t let it become an excuse. Recognize you can still fight it, even when this mode kicks in. Good luck bud
     
  3. M S Evolution

    M S Evolution Fapstronaut

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    May you be able to quit this time forever... Aameen