Mandalorian Challenge 100 Days + [OPEN]

So you want to be a Mandalorian?

  • “This is the Way”

    Votes: 158 98.8%

  • “Hell no, paint a target on my back?”

    Votes: 2 1.3%
  • Total voters
    160
Stuffed up last night unfortunately. Day 0 now.

Very tempted tonight. I made myself sit down and read a passage from the Bible, and prayed for help, that I wouldn't look at porn tonight.

I trust in God.
 
Day 231. Checking in. Woke up like an hour into my sleep cycle and looked up some soft stuff on YouTube. Not a full relapse by any means but I gotta be careful, I saw this coming a bit. I will lean into God all the more as his Strength is made perfect in my weakness. This is the way.
 
Day 17 complete, checking in. I guess I am a Foundling with Basic Armor now.

I'm trying to notice when I'm anxious or hurting (like right now). The goal is to ignore the temptation to distract with porn, and instead make a rational choice:
- be aware of the emotion, even sit with it, and/or
- do something productive.

Since it's nearly midnight, at the moment, sleep would be productive, so I'm gonna do that.
 
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Day 19 checking in. This is a record for me for this year. I'm also a couple of months off from going a year with no alcohol. It's flown by, and a bunch of it has, well, it's sucked, to be honest.
Porn doesn't help tho. In fact it makes it worse. So it's being left behind.
 
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