A couple of days ago, I was completely wired at night. I couldn't fall asleep until 4 in the morning and then I only slept for 3 hours. Yesterday was spent borderline manic and dealing with anxiety and panic attacks. I was paranoid, dealing with mild hallucinations, and having delusions. I was doing so well on my streak, but I saw relapsing as the only way to get out of this. To make matters worse, I looked this up online and saw someone talking about how he had a manic episode and after 3 days of no sleep, paranoia, delusions, and hallucinations, he was hospitalized and placed on anti-psychotic medication. How can I deal with this in the future if and when it happens again? What causes this? There must be a better way than just relapsing. I remember finding a lump on one of my butt cheeks (it was just acne) and wondering if the commies were coming into my apartment at night and injecting me with something LOL. I saw the same guy, twice in the same day, and was trying to figure out if he was a government agent, sent to watch me. I can laugh about the fact that I was turning into Dale Gribble off of King of the Hill, now, but I definitely wasn't laughing at the time.