@Keeping it in my Calvins , I was just browsing the forum, but decided to create this account just to say to you that I relate in several points to your story, and what you achieved was great. For quite some time now I tried quitting porn and masturbation, before and after my current relationship, but never got a streak longer than 15 days. Even so I still have the mentality that "I am not addicted", "I only use it to release some stress", "I can stay as long as I want without it" (when I actually just change my relief system to another bad habit for a small time)... I still need to actually get a healthy routine, for my body and mind, to actually try accheving what you accomplished. Additionally, probably that suits specially my case, I need to find some help to stop feeling down and find out what I want to do about my life, what I want to achive and how to get there. I hope that you are feeling well, that you get on a big streak of no PM soon and that you keep sharing . Best regards.