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Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by sam30, May 1, 2021.

  1. sam30

    sam30 Fapstronaut

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    I know i am doing ok on this streak.. However my brain was tricking me. had slight rush of dopamine to make me go to the massage parlour which i drove 14 miles, but as i got there i know i was having thoughts of getting them to do all those sexual fantasy act...however i got to the door i turn back for whatever unknown reason and back to my car i drove home... don't know what is going on with me?? i can feel my brain was getting that feel of feeel good feeling but it never got it so now it feels like theres a stone drop on top of my head becuase it didnt get what it want...
     
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  2. Mob Barley

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    Wow congrats on over coming that temptation and to your overall progress in NoFap! I would've dived right in after driving that much lol. I'm also debating with myself to visit massage parlours but I look at my bills due and remember " pleasure is very costly". Not just from a financial view, but also from a karmic view. Don't beat yourself up for wasting some gas on the drive. Maybe your trigger was boredom and you just needed to leave your house and do something.
     
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  3. Well done for turning back bro, that’s the hardest thing to do.
     
  4. good job for turning back!
     
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  5. sam30

    sam30 Fapstronaut

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    thanks buddy...lets hope i can go another 90days.. need to get this silly fantasy out my head
     
  6. hollyman

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    can i get some sauce here, cause ive been quite wondering what happen in there,,
     
  7. Yes mate! This is a milestone in your recovery and you should be heartily proud of yourself! You reached the precipice and for once you didn't dive into the deep end.
     
  8. Mob Barley

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    You should have no problems with clients in places like Massage Envy.
     
  9. huuuuuge mental victory
     
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  10. sam30

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    What does this mean?
     
  11. Means you fought against temptation and won.
     
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