In my case, masturbation actually makes me more socially functioning. I can be polite and friendly towards girls, and I can accept males and even strike conversations with masculine males. When I have not ejaculated for days, my social capabilities decrease. I start to converse with girls about serial killers, rapists and genocide just to watch them cringe. I start to mention all the weird things with myself for males. If I haven't ejaculated for 3-7 days, there is a risk that I would assault something/someone/myself physically. I cannot really understand this process and what causes it.