Masturbation ? Yes, but now regulated and controlled. Porn ? No ! NO ! AND FUCK NO !

Hello everyone !

Long story short, i got rid of my porn addiction in about 40 days, i don't feel urges to watch it anymore, and this really made my mind a lot clearer and focused, also i sorted out a lot of bullshit and thoughts that were sitting in my brain and dragging me down.

But urges to fap are still here of course, and you know, i just asked myself: Do you want to fap and relax after all of it ? - Yes ! Will you again use porn for it ? - Lol, fuck no ! And it was actually quite amazing, i dont remember when i was so hard last time, felt really good. But there is actually a good reason why i backed off a bit - nocturnal emissions. I usually wake up at about 8-9 a.m. and during my recovery i had 3 emissions, all of witch were at about 3-4 a.m.. So basiclly i wake up in a middle of my good sleep with wet underpants and got to get up to clear all this mess. Then go back to sleep,wake up, and then feel like shit for the rest of the day, because this sleep interruption messed me up.

So i decided this: 101% dont go back to previous fapping practice, which was like 3-4 times a week, (sometimes 2 times per day), and which messed up with my work and sleep schedules. So i decided to narrow it down to 2 times per 1 month and only on free time, so it wont disturb my daily plans again. It will help me to get rid of this night emissions, and it wont screw with my life as it did before. All of it without porn of course !