Today I had a bad relapse after an 8 day streak. It made me think: "What if I am not worthy of a reboot? What if my destiny is to give up or being unable to reach streaks of more than 2 weeks?" First of all I'm removing giving up from the picture. I am never giving up, and I know I have the courage to never stop trying. Then the problem is not being able to reach high streaks. I have been trying to do NoFap for more than 2 years on and off, and I took it more seriously this past year, but I haven't been able to get past 17 days. I can constantly reach 1 week streaks, but going forward I usually fail not much later because I don't have enough willpower. I always end up scrolling through NSFW Twitter which eventually leads to a P site and a relapse. I fear I am too weak right now to be able to reboot. How can I train myself? How can I become worthy of beating this devil? I have acquired some healthy habits during these months, but I think I need something special so I can finally become my best version. My name is _ and i don't masturbate. My name is _ and i don't watch porn.