Maybe I should kill myself

hows it going today megatron pie

 

No you shouldnt.

 

My NOPMO and nofap changed my perspective on women
It was an amazing experience
I found that my voice got deeper
It increased my confidence
It improved my communication skills
I was able to do eye contact during a talk
It made many more things I think.....

 

Bro, having PIED but getting women is WAAYYY better than a guy like me who is TOO scared of women and the only intimacy I am comfortable with is with escorts. Count your blessings. Your seeing the glass as half empty. I dont have PIED but you are in a way better place than I am. Stop this suicide talk which is basically saying "I give up, im not worthy of winning". You are and dont give up. Lets Goo!!

 

You can f*cking do it brother. Don't give up. I was at the same, couldn't even go for three days and now I had a streak of more than two months. If i look back now, I'm so so so thankful that I didn't give up. Keep going! It's hard I know, but you will get stronger!!

 

How old are you, friend?

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Hi @TronPie,

I understand how you feel. I've been feeling the same way, but you can't give up. Just imagine how you will feel when you succeed!

It happens to me many times. Like I have no control over myself.

But the one thing I do notice is how the feeling of wanting to watch porn comes and goes. The important thing is not to when it does and that can be so damn difficult to do.

What I have been doing lately is to use blockers. I think they are a MUST. That way there is no possibility.

The problem is as someone who works in IT, I always get past my blockers!

So after many trial and error I have setup blocker that is impossible to get past.

For example I don't have access to Google, Bing, Yahoo, YouTube, Twitter, Instagram, Facebook, Reddit, command prompt not working, can not access registry, can not stop process from Task Manager, can not format the drive, can not factory reset, can not boot into safe mode, can not enter msconfing, can't run powershell, can not disable porn blocker because I don't have the password and no else does either. I can't even read from a USB flash disk to transfer anything to my computer which can potentially than bypass blocker. I can't install any program such as VirtualBox. I can't use any proxy website or VPN.

I have access to only one alternative search engine which together with the porn blocker is completely clean.

I am using a dumb mobile phone so no problem there.

In addition to all this I can even physically lock my laptop charger away and have no access to my laptop.

If you are worried about PIED my understanding is that NoFap will heal that. In addition to that there are definitely natural remedies such as Maca, Cordyceps, Kava and 5-Htp. I would recommend maca and cordyceps only once you are happy with your NoFap streak and have the urges under control as they can potentially increase libido.

Don't give up buddy! There is always hope!