It’s been 2 months since my last entry here. I’m happy to see that I achieved my goal of doubling up on my days PMO free. It’s gotten better, but I’m still struggling with my addiction. My mood and energy are still low, and between urges, PAWS, and flatline...it’s definitely still a challenge. At times, I am able to force myself out to socialize, or exercise and spend time in the sun. On the positive side, I got some positive attention from a very young and cute girl over the past few weeks. The negative is that I got a little too excited and felt the pain of being alone and lonely. I’m still obsessing about her, and that is triggering me to return to PMO. I guess I am pretty messed up and it’ll take a little longer until I can say that my life has improved because of rebooting and overcoming my addiction to PMO. As with my last entry, I hope I can double up on my efforts and days PMO free. I went from 60 days to 120, and now I hope I can get to 240 days. I really don’t “know” why I am continuing to reboot, but I do know that I don’t want to relapse. All I know is that I continue to want to just say no to PMO. Good luck with your rebooting, and never give up on your hope to overcome and recover from your addiction to PMO.