Meeting girls while in the process

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Wancawi, Nov 6, 2020.

  1. Wancawi

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    It's almost like a sign from the universe, since I started this process females are initiating conversations with me and I got the capability to be in a relationship. For years I thought I couldn't do this, I had no confidence. But now it's just happening. I don't know if I'm rebooting or what but I'm actually letting myself go with it rather than stopping it due to low self esteem. In the past I wouldn't have even entertained it when a girl would start talking to me, I wouldn't even recognise the cues, and even when I did I'd back away but now I'm embracing it all the way. I see that I'm not letting negative thoughts sway me like I did before. There would usually be thoughts of not being good enough but that's changing. This time today I was really nervous with anxiety but that didn't interfere too much.
     
  2. Wancawi

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    I'm feeling this thing I hadn't felt since I was a teenager, when I connect with a female, I feel these warm loving vibes wash through me, I feel it all through my whole body, not just in the heart. I forgot this even existed. I could never feel anything like this when I was on drugs and I was so ill recovering I don't know of I could have felt it.
     

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