So I’m struggling really bad right now. And it’s causing me to really think about what’s going on. And see if anyone has some tips to fix this. Well I’m late 20s and finally got my first gf and fell in love and now it’s gone. So I have uncontrollable sadness. She was THE only thing giving me hope and was causing me to change my life for the better. Now I’m just lost again. I was depressed before because I was lonely and thought I’d be alone forever, now I’m extremely sad and depressed. And I’m trying to remember good times or anything from previous years and the memories are almost all gone. And it scares me. So I’m thinking of why I have a hard time remembering and I think it is my chronic depression for years. As well as I can’t get out of my head and live in the moment at all. I really need help trying to fix this depression and living in the moment or I’ll never be able to get on the right track especially with my utter lack of hope. If can’t break this I’m seriously contemplating life. I just need some advice on what to do really bad.