So let me start off by saying, i realize a lot of you here don't believe there's necessarily anything wrong with masturbation. But for religious reasons, i believe masturbation is wrong. I've also struggled recently with a renewed porn addiction after 4 years clean. I struggle with Borderline Personality Disorder. I've been aware of this for about a year. The thing is, when i go for several days or a week without PMO, i feel worse with my BPD symptoms. I think this maybe has to do with the fact that this illness has to do largely with emotional disregulation. Essentially feeling even small things much more severely then most people do. And i think that masturbation has always been a tool for me to blunt my emotions. But when i don't use that to mute out the world with, i have an increased incidence of episodes where i lash out or get overwhelmed or stuff like that. So usually that's when i relapse, because I'm terrified of everything going on with and around me. Can anyone relate? I don't even care if you have any mental health issue, can anyone relate to having problems with being too emotional when doing NoFap?