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Metamorphosis

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Olecram, Jan 31, 2017.

  1. Olecram

    Olecram Fapstronaut

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    My father showed me porn when I was a 8 year old kid. When I started puberty at age 12 I started doing it on my own, with masturbation (almost every damn day). Then started drinking and smoking weed heavily at 13. It fucked up my personal development and self esteem. I continued that behaviour till 22 years old, and with a big background of all kind of addictions (marijuana, alcohol, videogames, PMO, etc). I realized this was a problem very late and I felt a great repentment, about all the potential, time, energy and resources I've wasted. I felt angry at me and the world that drove me in that direction when I was just a boy that didn't know shit about life.
    Anyways, I've been changing a lot, for good. I've always done some exercise but I was never consistent, now I'm developing consistency and seeing results in my body and mind.
    I stopped weed for around a year and two months, but relapsed. Now I smoke from time to time but I still fuck up sometimes, when I smoke when I dont have to (sometimes it stupifys me big time).
    I've started to set the goal to stop fapping and watching porn about a year or two ago, but never succeded. Now I'm clean from PMO since the last days of december, a month already(never reached such amount of time clean).
    I believe NoFap is more a lifestyle than a goal. I wont cross out any more days I've been clean in my calendar, I just take this as a lifestyle, as a new skin for me. I just wont do it(wont fap). My big goal is a 2017 without PMO, and I really feel secure about myself that I will accomplish it.
    Anyways, I've been ejaculating frequently. I have a girlfriend and some other girls, and I also like hookers from time to time, so basicly I have an active sexual life.

    This fap-porn abstinence has already shown me results: I feel better about myself, more self-careful, more energy, better at sex, wet dreams (that I like), more attractive to women, more aware and mind fresh.

    Anyways I continue struggling with my self control in other areas. I've been addicted to videogames since I was a 6 year old, and now I'm associating videogame addiction to fap addiction, making a parallelism. I believe that playing videogames is like mental fapping. So now, whenever I feel the urge to play, I think to myself that playing would be the same as fapping, and that mental technique is very resourceful for me not to play. I'm starting to think I should apply that on weed and alcohol aswell, and every addiction(but I still want to smoke and drink, I just have to control myself and know when it's a good time and when not).

    I have a big potential, a great person within. I believe this year 2017 is a new fresh start for me, to change and develop, and make a metamorphosis in my mindset and my life.

    FUCK BEING AVERAGE

    PD: I forgot to introduce myself, I'm Marcelo, 22 year old male, from Uruguay, South America. Thanks for the opportunity to be a part of your community.
     
  2. D . J .

    D . J . Fapstronaut

    Welcome to NoFap where you are amongst friends who are here to encourage you and not judge you.

    What are your current strategies for combating the enemy called PMO?
     
  3. Olecram

    Olecram Fapstronaut

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    Thank you! My current strategy actually is will power. I've taken this decision strongly enough to keep it. I decide not to touch my self and not to seek fap, instead breath and control my energy.
     
  4. D . J .

    D . J . Fapstronaut

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