Mhmmm... I seriously want to reset but... Am i really relapse?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by saddist_adult, Jul 23, 2022.

  1. saddist_adult

    saddist_adult Fapstronaut

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    I was going through Instagram just checking some hot chicks with big butt in yoga pant etc... Not nudity though* i hate as i scrolled in search box, they almost give me entirely porn... I was checking one girl, she was pretty and everything then bump into one picture... I'm not sure if she didn't wear any panty or not but it looks like she was wearing doubt outfit, black under then naked bra and naked underwear.... I was so confused whether she was pussy out or just naked clothes.. i was staring to make sure, I'm not fucking up then my anxiety keep rising with the uncertainty i just gave up... Then move a little bit i saw a video girl was dancing with no bra or not I didn't double check but assumption she was kinda naked, i scrolled away as fast as i can then quit Instagram... Now i felt like shit, not sure if I'm relapsed to the unsure pussy girl...
    Or I'm just having anxiety attacks....
     
  2. desmond3

    desmond3 Fapstronaut

    To me, the act of actively checking out content that you find sexual, is already a relapse. Some people may regard content without nudity as p-sub, and it depends on your goal. However, constantly trying to look for arousing content is pretty dangerous, and it easily escalates to actual porn / MO, so this is highly discouraged. In addition, Instagram isn't a safe place, especially if you scroll over random posts, it easily puts you to a dangerous spot.

    Anyway, what's done is done, so it's you to decide whether you should reset. And I strongly suggest not trying to look for dangerous stuff again. Good luck with your journey!
     
  3. saddist_adult

    saddist_adult Fapstronaut

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    My goal is not a hard mode but it's just only moderate, all i need to avoid porn and masturbated, but orgasm allow for sex only... I still feel normal but a little relapsed at the same time...
     

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