I am in my mid 40's and attracted to women but have never had a relationship. It's a long story, and partly explains the reason for my use of P and this website. For most of my life I have felt like I don't understand the rules of relationships. Throughout my teens, 20's and 30's I missed many opportunities because Of lack of confidence. I have just always felt that I am missing something that everybody else knows about. I have been told I am 'good looking' and 'attractive' but such have never been aware of female interest in me, while everyone one else around me seems to 'just get it'. I have recently made a concerted effort to gain a relationship through the use of online dating but have met with a similar lack of success, with a few indications of interest here and there. I am still determined do whatever I can because the attainment of a relationship is one of the things I would like most in my life. Is there anyone else like this?, and is there any hope of changing my situation?