I am trying to leave PMO for more than 3 years. But I fail everytime, this time I thought I won't go back to PMO again no matter what. But I am having thoughts like something explicit how it's done etc. I just opened google and took a little look at it. But I know if I look more I will PMO. I don't want to think about it, but can't control my brain. I don't know how some guys able to leave PMO forever. Please if you have some tips, I am on 15 days of no PMO. I don't want to lose streak.