I had an affair with a coworker. It ended bad and she ended up filling false allegations against me, sexual harassment. I was removed my my department for 6 months until the case was resolved and I was the case was rescinded. We are working together again and I refuse to see her (make eye contact) or talk to her because of a few reasons. 1. I’m still married and I love my wife and family, 2. She fucked me over for 6 months and used me to get promoted to a supervisory position. So she’s over me now. But miss her, like all the time. I think she misses me to because I Can see that she keeps peeping me out of the corner of her eyes and she said “good morning “ to me the other day. I didn’t respond or acknowledge her in any way though. I’m still in love with her. I’m still in love with my wife too. It’s like at work all I want is to be with her and when I’m at home, I just want to be with my wife and family. I know I can’t have both. I know it’s fucked up. But I can’t help it. This bitch got me hooked. I feel like an addict. All this and I’m still working on my porn addiction. I’m just venting right now, the few friends that I have are over hearing about her. Lol. They keep telling me she’s crazy and to stay away. Which I’m doing. I’m just getting my thoughts out here. Thanks.