Went to go lay down to read a book, cruised a couple websites and then ended up with that little urge at 1:00 in the morning where you're all alone. I hated it, I just wanted to stop myself but how could I resist? I searched "fucking hooker" on google (I guess hookers in porn felt more realistic and accessible, which makes the urge even stronger) and jazzed it up after 15 minutes or so. I felt blank. No motivation. Basically, a dead mindless person. Numb. Then I looked up again on the magic search bar "how does porn affect your mind." Soon enough, landed on a Tedx video about "The Great Porn Experiment." I realized I was addicted when he listed that you become numb, anything outside of porn is just BORING, your willpower is lost, and ERECTILE DYSFUNCTION. I was not naive when he mentioned ED since I have seen my penis does not perform like it used to. I no longer have morning boners, feels kinda limp when I get hard, and it takes me a while to get a boner when I am having sex, especially when you lose the boner in the middle of sex and waiting for it to get back. From this moment on, Thursday, August 13th 2015 at 4:25 AM: I will be PERMANENTLY quitting porn as well as masturbation. It's going to be so f'ing hard. Wish me luck and any advice would be FANTASTIC. P.S The guy from the Tedx "The Great Porn Experiment" mentioned fapstronauts on his talk that quickly landed me here. After going through a couple posts, I felt like this goal is actually attainable. It's going to be one hell of a ride!