Mom's wrong drive me to sexual thought!!

[whitebeard]

I remember when I was 15 years old I used to sleep with my mother. When everyone slept I discovered some kind of noises in bed. Generally I have seen dad with mother in night having sex. But with little light I seen that that was not my dad. That was another person and the person was my brother. I shocked at that moment. And my respect and love for my mother was getting low. After that I have seen them together many times. Though I used to masturbate that time but after the incident something else was hunting me. But I couldn't share it with anyone else. Then slowly the effect of the event got reduced. But a thought always haunted me all these years that if they can do such things why I can't. That motivated me to watch porn and masterbate. Even these days after 3 I also have same motive.

I just cant forget. Sometimes I masturbate 3 times a day. My health is getting worse for this reason.

How can over come these? Anyone with similar events? Please help!

 

[BornGalaxy]

How can over come these? Anyone with similar events? Please help!

Firstly is he your step brother or actual brother brother?

I’ve never heard of this for any family except for kid at my high school that had his mom j**** him until he was 16, which I find it hardly to believe. But half of the classmates were saying it was true.. I didn’t know the kid, but I thought it was disgusting at the time…


I would suggest at least talking to your mom privately without any of the two home. If it makes you this uncomfortable and willingly enough to use P as a stress method to cope with this, you need to address it with the mother.

But more importantly you should focus on recovering and healing from this trauma. Exercise, install P blockers, get away from the home environment the best you can. what helps me allot is exercising and taking long walks… If you can talk to some of us on here about it… You need to heal rather the. be provoking this to P brother. It’s not gonna help the situation any more then what damage had been done.

 

[TheRaven8386]

I think you need a LOT of therapy. I can certainly see how that could traumatize you.

 

[whitebeard]

Firstly is he your step brother or actual brother brother?

I’ve never heard of this for any family except for kid at my high school that had his mom j**** him until he was 16, which I find it hardly to believe. But half of the classmates were saying it was true.. I didn’t know the kid, but I thought it was disgusting at the time…


I would suggest at least talking to your mom privately without any of the two home. If it makes you this uncomfortable and willingly enough to use P as a stress method to cope with this, you need to address it with the mother.

But more importantly you should focus on recovering and healing from this trauma. Exercise, install P blockers, get away from the home environment the best you can. what helps me allot is exercising and taking long walks… If you can talk to some of us on here about it… You need to heal rather the. be provoking this to P brother. It’s not gonna help the situation any more then what damage had been done.

Thanks man