Mood Swings

Starting at Day 17, I began to feel really good. My energy levels were increasing from the urges I had and I felt great. However, at around noon, that confidence and energy plummeted. I did not feel a drive. Instead, I felt depressed, worthless, and just acting negative even when the slightest thing that didn't go my way happened. This has been going on since then.

To tell you more about these mood swings, I feel very irritable and more aggressive during the plummet. I have a lot more aggressive thoughts when someone gives me shit or tries to disrespect me. I still feel like standing up for myself even when I'm down in the dumps.

During the surges, which generally happen in the morning and at night, I feel like doing a lot of things when there was "nothing to do" before I started this journey. It feels good.

I'm going to keep on striding. I know that this is just a phase but it's not going to stop me from becoming the badass that I was meant to become.

Peace