Does anyone else find that the threat of relapse appears when you are particularly angry or distressed? I'm pretty much rebooted and recovered, but when I get mad, or scared, or any other intense, negative emotion really, the urges can resurface. Normal?
When I'm stressed, I just want to let it out. Quite literally and figuratively. But the high that I get only lasts for a minute, and then I get really bad headaches and start feeling depressed.
Boredom doesn't really pose a threat to me anymore, but it always did. Loneliness not so, either. Basically at this point it's only emotions strong enough that they are already somewhat overriding my higher thinking skills.
