mzxc495
Fapstronaut
Hey all made it to day 5 this time essentially monk mode. Made it further in the past with peaks at P but lets face it that doesn't count.
Anyway woke up this morning with morning wood for the first time in maybe like a year.
Also when I did relapse I didn't feel an urge to watch fetish based stuff I always used to go towards to O. Straight up vanilla porn (actually just the actress) was enough. Also the chaser effect got me and I MO'd just thinking of me and my gf having normal sex which hasn't happened before.
I'm kicking myself I relapsed but feeling slightly positive that this shows if I commit and do like 30 days it should hopefully cure my medium case of PEID and DE.
Anyway woke up this morning with morning wood for the first time in maybe like a year.
Also when I did relapse I didn't feel an urge to watch fetish based stuff I always used to go towards to O. Straight up vanilla porn (actually just the actress) was enough. Also the chaser effect got me and I MO'd just thinking of me and my gf having normal sex which hasn't happened before.
I'm kicking myself I relapsed but feeling slightly positive that this shows if I commit and do like 30 days it should hopefully cure my medium case of PEID and DE.