I asked my girlfriend yesterday if there was anything that would keep her from marrying me. She said, "If you were addicted to porn". I didn't have a chance to comprehend it correctly to know whether she was joking or my mind literally played a trick on me. I greatly fear if I tell her about my situation, she will leave and I will enter a cycle of pain that makes the situation worse. I would rather recover and bring it up to her long after abstinence. What would you do in this scenario?