I have very little if not none. I thougt for a while that maybe I might have a family in the future or even a wife or girlfriend, but that had gone and passed. Even just staying pure for God alone seems like not enough. I feel so empty inside. I don't know why I continue to fight. Other people want me to and I feel like a better person when I do, but when the urge hits I have nothing that draw upon that makes me want to continue the fight. I feel tired all the time now. I feel sluggish. I feel disconnected in everything. I feel like I want to not talk ever again so I don't have to worry about people trying to help or me heaping burdens upon them. Any advice?