My 30 to 60 to 90 days challenge

15 day without PMO, strange fact is that even though I sometimes relapsed in a sense (only brief view of images), I have no need ti watch porn most of the times.. Today I even ran though a porn screenshot but instead of gettone aroused I someway felt anxiety and uncomfortable feeling, is it good or bad?

 

I'd say depends on what you color it as. Nothing is inherently good or bad in my view, it really what you make it to be. Say it is good and it serves a greater purpose then. Maybe it wasn't anxiety but excitement in disguise? What exactly was the uncomfortable feeling, could you describe it?

 

Don't know exactly, it was like something I didn't want to see, not that I disliked actually.. But in general porn doesn't arouse me anymore, it didn't even before the reboot.. Like something it became boring, still I didn't escalate that much in the last years, I PMO less frequently instead..

 

So that's good! You're becoming stronger than the industry of vices.

 

hey man.... i do the same with you, installing k9, it is really help, you can find it also in the iphone... install and throw away d password... if it doesnt work then maybe you need to try "qustodio", set the website that u want to block, block the words that u usually search, and set the time u safe to be online, sett a password and throw it away... you will truely safe from online porn the...

 

Heyyy man! Congratz!!!! Keep going for second goal! God lead!

 

It is the journey that makes us stronger, not the milestones. If it was easy and done without fail, we wouldn't be here. Stay strong.

 

Hmmmm..

 

i agree !! all the best its difficult to control the urges specially wen people around u full of anger , depression n dey transfer that to u , it beocmes difficult but i wont do it rather i have seen the massive amount of energy i get can transfer it to other fun things .

 

Hey man, i almost fall yesterday,, had a bit conflict with my girlfriend,, fiuhhh tx God i didn't went worse! Keep it up man! Dont lose hope! Today im reaching my first goal! Tx God... have to be still since the devil is looking everywhere we go!

 

Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones that you have broken rejoice. . . . Restore to me the joy of your salvation, and uphold me with a willing spirit. (Psalm 51:8, 12)Why isn’t he crying out for sexual restraint? Why isn’t he praying for men to hold him accountable? Why isn’t he praying for protected eyes and sex-free thoughts? In this psalm of confession and repentance after essentially raping Bathsheba, you would expect David to ask for something like that.The reason is that he knows that sexual sin is a symptom, not the disease.People give way to sexual sin because they don’t have the fullness of joy and gladness in Christ. Their spirits are not steadfast and firm and established. They waver. They are enticed, and they give way because God does not have the place in our feelings and thoughts that he should.David knew this about himself. It’s true about us too. David is showing us, by the way he prays, what the real need is for those who sin sexually — joy in God.This is profound wisdom for us. Piper

 

You did before, you can do it again. This time will be even harder because your mind has adjusted back to its original habits with PMO/MO. And going at this challenge again doesn't appear in your mind as something new, so it makes sense how its hard for you to start up again. The hardest part to this challenge is the flatline stage though. You somewhat reached it with your 31 days before, but this time around you should get most of it. I personally flatlined from day 25-72. I got all the symptoms of being depressed, anxious, lazy, angry, and a lot of rejections from girls. But ever since day 72 life has finally turned around for me. You finally feel more confident. Many people have said this and I finally am less skeptical. I know you want to approach this challenge differently by doing this in three sets. Right now, focus on your core values in life and how those values can carry you down a better path.
This hierarchy helped me get through
10 days free = Peasant 25 days free = Lord 50 days free = King 100 days free = emperor