My 60 day success story

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by Cuddywater, Dec 1, 2016.

  1. Cuddywater

    Cuddywater Fapstronaut

    Ive been a fapper for as long as I can remember... I was first introduced to porn around the age of 12-13. I still remember the first time i jizzed. Since then I was hooked. For the last 8-9 yrs I would fap daily... Sometimes even 4-5 times a day... I basically went thru puberty with a lot of social consciousness, awkwardness and anxiety thanks to my porn Watching and fapping habits. Ive had my share of attention from girls but managed to push them away with my clingy, awkward and creepy attitude in the past... I had no idea what I was doing wrong. Something told me I had to stop fapping. My ignorant 18yr old self thought that with the amount I make my Werner work it would go limp one day and I would regret fapping so much.... Especially because I was still a virgin. Then one day I stumbled across nofap on my brothers phone last year. It just hit me like a freight train. I realised maybe all my problems are connected to my fapping habits? I decided I was gonna do nofap immediately... The first few times I would only manage to get to 3 days. I got my first biggest streak after that for 50 days... The effects were surreal. My confidence skyrocketed. Then I relapsed ... I remembered how the other fapstronaughts kept saying it's okay if u relapse but just don't binge again. And I prevented that from happening at all costs. Trust me.guys it's easier not to relapse than to prevent binging once u do. Never go there. Anyway, right after that my next streak lasted 30 days after which I relapsed again thanks to watching p subs. I learnt from my mistakes everytime I failed. Then I made half hearted attempts at rebooting which consisted of about 2-3 streaks of 10 odd days. And then finally I got sick of all the failing and decided to go in head first.... This post is a result of that. I'm in day 32 of a very determined streak. Ive come to realise that my entire adolescent years were all about porn. The movies I liked usually had very good sex scenes. The TV shows I searched for and loved watching were all about sex ( californication, entourage, game of thrones. I thought breaking bad was boring because it didn't involve woman getting naked and riding guys). The story was immaterial. I would wank thinking about every girl I ever met. And in reality I never had the balls to talk to a woman. I literally just fantasised all day in the morning, when I woke up and at night just before I slept... I was numb emotionally. All I thought about was sex.... Typing this in I realise how creepy and messed up I was, but no more.... so as of now I'm at a stage where I've realised that everything I did was for porn and gotten out of that.... I'm in day 32 and from this post on I guess I'm trying to figure out who I am as a person.... What I like, what I dont, what kind of people I'd like to hang out with, what genre of movies interest me and why, etc

    Most of the guys here talk about super powers.. trust me those are minute advantages of nofap. The real advantages set in when u realise how it's actually affecting Ur perception of the world, which starts changing once u stop fapping. so stop fapping guys and turn Ur world around actively on daily basis. Screw the super powers. Become Ur own super hero.
    Cheers
     
  2. g2stop

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  3. Hey man, nice post.

    I really loved your last sentence about becoming your own super hero. Good stuff brother

    Stay strong and keep fighting! No hard feelings!
     
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  4. Chayanne

    Chayanne Fapstronaut

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    Good motivational post, love the energy. I'm on day 15 and am already noticing subsided anxiety, less shy and more confident. I am excited to see how I will conquer the world once I have this under control, because the world, I will conquer... believe it.
     
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  5. zippytime

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    Great post, love it.

    Its absolutely more than just these superpowers, they are important and a part of the journey, they also help people thru a flat line. The real improvements come after. when you realise your potential and become the person you never imagined you would be .
     
  6. Chayanne

    Chayanne Fapstronaut

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    I am 19 days in and already gaining power at work, moved up a rank(foreman)Now I am only waiting to have bigger balls to approach the general district manager and overthrow my current manager and take his position. I want to eventually take district position but, I am still figuring that one out.. . Any thoughts? #lovenofap#power#wealth
     
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  7. Great job! Keep moving forward, and incorporate new habits to replace the bad old ones. I'm on day #35 and can't wait until I get to 100 to reap the mentioned benefits and then stop completely. I never realised how I wasted my time and life until I came across this website.
     
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  8. LifeWorthLiving!!!

    LifeWorthLiving!!! Fapstronaut

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    GREAT INSIGHT.
    It is amazing how PMO can blind so much of life. Being free of it is like starting from a blank slate. Discovering that you're made up of a lot more than sex drive. I can relate.

    Stay strong and enjoy the journey.

    GOD'S PEACE
     
  9. Aaron3719

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    Great job mate, you basically describe my life there too. I now have more energy after work to play with my kid and do choirs, it's amazing!
     
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  10. nomo

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    Great post, I'll commit today not to view porn and keep my goal set for making 30 days. Of course 30-days is a short-term goal, the real goal is no more PMO forever!
     
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  11. Ursamajor

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    im in day 34. i did watch some P and pics of women but i did not M or O. i did not even want to. i feel to do what i never did like to do like cleaning my appartment more often, read more books, taking care of my car... it feels like i must do it. i don't care about what people think, i feel more stable and calm. i ws always calm but in some situations i reacted with aggression which i do not do so much. at least is not intense reaction. a friend of mine told me that i look more mature and my face changed a lot. we met after 6 months and this is what she said. the only thing i need to do now is to workout which i do not like at all. where i live there is not so many things to chose. we have fitness and swimming which is 20km away and my car is an old mercedes which is a thirty lady so i have a bit of a handbrake on working out. i don't like fitness because my body gets stiff like an errction in the morning so i will wait until new year when the swimming pool will open again and will go swimming.
    i was looking the books also. i will not just go to library but i will start to buy books. i like to have a book to check something out when i want not to go to the library and then see the book is taken.
     
  12. You need to reset in that instance, given the fact that you watched.
     
  13. a3a

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    Spot on.
     
  14. Ursamajor

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    why is that so? is fanatsy a relapse also? i do not feel like i relapsed. then relapse is even reading a magazine if there is sex mentioned or a movie with a sex scene.... or even a book can mean a relapse.
     
  15. Cuddywater

    Cuddywater Fapstronaut

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    Yup as soon as I achieved day 30 I increased by another 30 days. And I'll keep going up that way... Work on achieving the small stuff and the big things will take care of themselves.
     
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  16. Cuddywater

    Cuddywater Fapstronaut

    There's this app called freeletics. check it out. All u need is a 2x2m space to work out. No excuses
     
  17. nomo

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    Thank you, as they say in the 12-step programs "One day at a time."
     
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  18. Ursamajor

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    yesterday i relapsed. my erection was so hard i could not resist. then i watched some amateur video and fucked it all up after 39 days. my cum was huge and ugly to see. i don't want a cum like that :) today i do not feel that bad. im not fucked up as i taught i would be. i feel fine. i do not feel bad about my relapse because i learned from it. if you fuck up you need to learn something from that situation. so im fine. reseting my counting and doing it again. i feel a bit bad because that is a failure but my next goal is not to fail again.
    and the poem about attracting people more is just a poem or a myth or whatever you name that shit. i think is not real
     
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  19. AliWantsOut

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    Guys can you help me I'm 16 but I always relapse under 3 days, I'm going hardmode everytime and I've been on Nofap and trying to quit for almost 2 years.
     
  20. Cuddywater

    Cuddywater Fapstronaut

    Don't do hard mode yet... Start small.... If watching porn is a problem then start with quitting that. Delete all the porn u might have on Ur hard disk.... Get rid of anything and everything that u could use to fap.... And then sit tight and everytime u have the urge to fap fight it. Fight it like Ur life depends on it
     
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