My 90 days Porn free - Nofap journey

Day 29!

 

30 days!

 

I'm coming out of the flatline. Starting to feel some positive bursts of energy from time to time that I wasn't experiencing before. I'm still healing. I don't have urges, I try to stay active and do not spend so much time alone to avoid early relapses. I had 2 relapses in the beginning, but I continued and didn't reset the badge. It seems that it works better this way than to beat myself up after relapses and reset the counter. I'm sure it is worth it! I try to be better than yesterday. It doesn't need to be perfect. I try to think in the long run.

Thank you for following my journey and showing interest in my progress! Keep strong!

 

I'm definitely a better person and I'm not planning to stop. For me, there's no turning back. If it happens to relapse, I'll go on and learn from my mistakes and try to not repeat them. It's not my fault, I'm fighting a very powerful beast and it happens to win sometimes. But I'm better than the beast.

 

I'm on hard mode. I think this is the best approach for faster healing. If I try to add MO, I don't know when to stop and that's why it's better this way for me. After a few months/half a year of hard mode, probably a few relapses, I'll try to add some things back but I'll see then how I respond to it.

 

31 days! 1 month!!

 

Day thirty... I forgot. 33, I think

 

34 days! Thank you! It's not as hard as I thought. Just don't watch the P. Like never, not even a glimpse. If you follow this simple rule, things are very easy. Keep busy and try not to spend so much time alone, at least in the beginning.

 

35th day is over. Lets go!

 

Day 36!

 

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