My experience with Syssy Hypno

Good morning to NoFap community, I introduce briefly myself, I am Italian, 45 years old, technical engineer. I have worked with foreigners and I know how cultural differences can cause misunderstandings, so I apologize for my english.

About my history with P I must say that I was lucky, because I still have a slow access with mobile phone, and from a few Gb per month I have passed to the current 50 Gb. So from occasional magazines and VHS about P among friends in puberty, for me it all started only 15 years ago with short and occasional visits to P sites. I still watch them every 3 / 6 months on average, it is a limited use but on an inclined plane. Let me explain better, I start with vanilla P mixing more and more BDSM and transgendered people.

The last descending step was the "sissy hypno", thanks to the quarantine and isolation for the prevention from Covid-19, for 3 days I watched some videos, justifying myself with the curiosity to see the effects of hypnotic videos and to write some notes on the techniques used. Subliminal writings and images, binaural beats, voices on multiple audio channels, I think also a technique to transform the sounds of the voice into music, you can't isolate them but the unconscious accepts them. I open and close brackets on OBEY, which reminds me so much an old good movie: They Live by John Carpenter, 1988. After all, it must be acknowledged that P in technology is ahead of all others, from the use of social media, to payments, to identifying customers' tastes. I was amazed that the videos seen at the bottom are old and who knows what they offer today.

A use even if in a limited time, let's say 15 hours, gave me various effects that I got rid of in 3 days: headache, sinus-like congestion, I also seemed to smell a medicine, all messages of protection from my body. Also compulsion to see more of it, irritability, continuous excitement. During the day and night I would hum some music, when I was asleep in the morning, vulnerable as I was not fully conscious I felt the presence of such images. I wouldn't be surprised if there was an anchorage between these suggestions and the erection of the rem phases. I believe that the interest in sissification originates from the archetypal figure of the androgynous, but to open this parenthesis I would have to take up some readings made on the subject and I do not exclude to add them later.

I've cut to everything and from research on such videos I've seen remarkable NoFap threads with very intelligent and civilized discussions of users, read for several hours, including the manual. I registered and started the PMO counter today. I wrote to bring my testimony as well as to exorcise all this, I think I came out more or less unscathed but only because my exposure was for a limited time and because my personality is now fixed for a long time, but I think that if I did a second trial period, even if in six months, then others will follow indefinitely, albeit staggered over time with unpredictable consequences. In my opinion, these videos are a different level than not only vanilla P but also all the others. Therefore I would advise avoiding them like the plague and from my little one, I try to take advantage of them by eliminating all that from my life. Greetings and thanks to the community.

 

Thanks for the link, I read it quickly last night and studied it carefully today. It makes me think that in school we learn a lot of notions but nobody teaches us how to use our brains. We should start with parents and then with children. I imagine the biology student who is shown the similarity of a drug and P addict's brain.

 

Thank you, it's nice to have a community where you can share your experiences and goals

 

About transgendered people, I think there's more to it than that: the myth of the androgynous. Ancient myths are full of this figure, just do a search on the internet. Modern psychology itself has its basis in Greek mythology, just think that Freud was so soaked in it that he wrote his notes in ancient Greek. The problem is that there are empty shells left, signifier emptied of signified (F. de Saussure). If the androgynous represented the completeness of being, on P only represents a sex toy. Although degraded, the myth still exerts its influence.

I would like to say a few more words about my experience. I would not like to have seemed too superficial and pass on messages that all this has no consequences after all. I still have images that I try to erase every now and then, and when I think of them I am disgusted by others, and yet I have little to be hypocritical because I have spent hours looking at them. My luck is the exposure to already formed personalities, using, among other things, slow and low resolution connections, otherwise my video would get stuck, or maybe it would get stuck less frequently. It's probably just lucky that I didn't develop a real addiction. Therefore I renew the warning, avoid sissy hypno absolutely so much that in my small way I want to set an example with a hard reboot. With a metaphor, the more weeds are tender the easier it is to remove them.