My failure story

ak199630 · May 21, 2020

I am a 23 year old indian guy, just joined this forum maybe an hour ago. Going through the forum I saw many success stories of how they overcame their addiction and the benefits they they accrued from this. Well I have been a veteran addict and know a thing or two about addiction and I feel a platform like this is the best thing an addict would need to overcome this addiction as this addiction is not one many are open and vocal about.
Coming to my failure story my journey in this never ending cave of addiction started back when i was in the first year of my graduation.Yeah, its true I didn't ever fap before. I was introduced to masturbation by on of my friends and the day i fapped for the first time felt like heaven felt like a new discovery to me but who would have imagined what this discovery would feel like 5 years down the line. It has been 5 years since i first fapped and i don't think i have ever missed a single day. Maybe around two years into my addiction i began to realize It has become an obsession tried to stop my addiction but in vain the most i could manage without fapping was 3 days. It's not i was not having real sexual activities i had a girlfriend all through but somehow masturbation became more of a necessity. Now coming to the question why do i want to quit this habit.
1. It has become an addiction its like i have a compulsion to fap myself to sleep .
2. Problems in my romantic relationships.
3. Real sex feels less enjoyable.

This is the first time i have ever publically confronted my addictions , i have tried a lot of things to quit this but the brains works it way around to convince me to do it. I hope that this is the last addition to my failure story and am looking forward to posting a success story one day just like all of you looking for suggestions and support from the community

Deleted Account · May 21, 2020

Welcome to NoFap, you made the right choice coming here. You will defeat this addiction!! We are here for you if you need help

:)-keepsmiling · May 21, 2020

I hope that one day I will read ur success story. U have done a great job joining the community. Things will change. Believe in yourself. Don't run away from yourself. Accept what has happened to u and act accordingly.

Deleted Account · May 21, 2020

Welcome to the game paaji!! Ik you can come out of this shit. Just believe in yourself

One Eyed Owl · May 21, 2020

Welcome to NoFap!!!

Deleted Account · May 22, 2020

Welcome to the community!

Deleted Account · May 23, 2020

Hey, welcome to the NoFap community
: )

It's nice to see you here fighting the good fight alongside us!
First let me go ahead and drop some helpful links for you:
Getting Started Guide / Forum Rules / How to Use the NoFap forums/ Glossary/ NoFap Panic button/
Set up your day counter /
Rebooting Resources/
Accountability groups (new!)/
About NoFap/ Support NoFap

Here is just some advice:
First and foremost please take a careful look at each section in the forum, there may be something(s) you will find to be of big help to you.

Secondly I advise you to be active on your profile(as there a few active people in the profile section). Please start by choosing an avatar and then begin posting frequent status posts to show you're active and needing support/encouragement.
The forum has got a neat little feature that shows freshly posted statuses for all users to see.
People will find your profile and give you support.

There’s a portion of people who love communicating in the profile section..(it should be and is )mostly spportive talk but it doesn't hurt to deviate from supportive conversations. It would be great to have you join in and become part of the team!
We support others in the threads, profile posts, and journals/reboot logs.
Once you receive some support, please be sure and be grateful to the member for the help/support you received and consider giving some in return to anyone you wish.

Thirdly, you should highly consider creating a public journal/reboot log (in the appropriate sectionfor you) to write about your days in depth for us members to follow along on your journey and offer support to you on.

Please start your journal in the correct section and with that, also try your best to post in the correct sections as it is mandatory and would be helpful to the mods who organize the forum. : )

Last but not least: Good luck on your journey here, make sure to really give it a try with all your heart!

Deleted Account · May 26, 2020

All the best @ak199630, feel free to join the 'The Matrix' challenge if you wish.

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