My feeling towards porn

Ha my name is seyi and this my view towards porn, I'm on 151 day and 0 day on porn looked at it today, didn't exercise and made me feel restless but that no excuse, went like 17 days or something, my aim was 60 but anyhow, now when I was looking at it, it was like a punishment for real like why would i be watching two people have sex, what is my gain, I can go out find a girl and have sex than watching two people it stupid my guy, d dopamine rise of what I get from exercise is what I get from porn, exercise is key my guy just 100 push up and 60 set up in d morning and evening and u good, so I hope I reach the level of going a really long time without p and able to organize myself when things don't work out or I don't workout, just it a process I'm still trying to improve myself my guy in 151 day, it all about the journey not the destination and this is a lifestyle.

Thank you.